If you had any idea how compulsive I am you would have never done this, this change. Oh no. shit. I mean this totally makes me feel like I am falling off a cliff or something. for reals. bloomer something oh my god, oh my god. not a good time to get off my klonopin.
i think today is the day. i am trying to build up the courage to hit the enter button on account delete. it’s been a slice and all. can’t go through what i am about to go through in public. this is public. um…lemme think about it while i walk the dog. i am still hanging on. it’s hard letting go. this could be an excercise in just that i guess. let go. chances are i’ll start fresh…in here i don’t know but a fresh start sounds good. my heart? oh it broke last night. it’s totally destroyed. my body remains to function but the pieces are not in unison. i am a robot. i am lost.
It’s totally ok. Now that his ramblings have stopped along with his attacks on fellow tumblrs I can deal with it. I haven’t listened to his music at all in over two months and I am ready. As the others have said, he has gained weight and looks better. So what is he going to do with all those skinny jeans..E BAY. People pay big prices for celebrity clothes. I say auction and donate.
My parker is a very polite smartass. gets away with a lot at school. yesterday he didn’t get full credit for a class discussion about what is most exciting about the new presidency. when he was called upon his reply was “all of the new family guy episodes that the new administration will bring on.”
This was a wonderful movie with an amazing story. The child actors were what drew you in. If the filmmakers don’t take better care of these kids, they can say goodbye to all of the Oscars they will undoubtably win.
I was driving through Montana with a bunch of people late at night, came around a blind corner and there were dead deer everywhere. We couldn’t tell how many, and recall injured animals off the side of the highway. A bloody scene. I lived in Canada for 5 years, and this became a common occurrence on my trips back home to visit Boise.
One trip through Montana at night and my anti-hunting attitude turned around. I personally could never hunt or kill any animal, but I would rather have them thinned out a bit than ever seeing the masacres that happen on Montana highways.
i don’t believe in them. i only roll with cash. and if i don’t have the money i go without whatever it is…chances are i don’t need it anyway.
Building credit is so important. Using credit cards in a responsible fashion weights heavily in getting a lender to get you a mortgage. Even if you only pay your bills on your cc and then pay the balance every month, will make you a more attractive candidate for a home loan.
…And I have [x]99 followers, and I really want to hit [x]00 by the weekend! So someone, somewhere, tell a fellow follower about me and get me 1 more follower. I’ll do a dance for you. I’ll be your private dancer… and I could dress as a pirate. So then I would be your sexy pirate private dancer.
So I trusted some people with that picture.. Five people, to be exact. Foolish of me, stupid even. My name is stupid in boston for a reason, though.
However, I have never sent unsolicited pictures to anyone. I would never do that. I even have the chat logs to prove it. Nor did I send naked pictures to “all the girls of tumblr” as some have been claiming, and others have been believing.
It amazes me what people will say blindly without regard for a persons feelings, and it amazes me even more what other people will believe without a second thought.
Whatever, believe who and what you want.
In one respect, this little experience has been good for one thing — I guess I know who my true friends are now, and I know who to trust.
Such a sad thing.
So I have been put down and humiliated publicly, are you happy? Is there other wounds you would inflict upon me? What have I done to you that would bring about such a hateful action?
I do not know what was said or done, but I can not believe someone would take a cheap shot at stupid in boston. This guy brings such delight here. Always upbeat, positive and fun posts. He shares intimacy in the proper way, and doesn’t ever offend anyone. Shame on you whoever you are.
Thanks for getting me back to 40 after the loss of dear Napstr.
I want to stay at 40. So, if people start following me, I’ll have to find ways to piss some people off so they’ll unfollow me.
It’s a fine line I walk, being this neurotic.
your funny. you could always make a comment about the RA obsessors or fangirls,whatever, turning their energy to NC. There is alot of fun to be had with that one, even though I think NC is a much healthier person to lose yourself in.
deleting this blog and starting over somewhere new.
It feels tainted somehow.
I also find it odd that most of my followers are RA fans, and that they started following me because of that.
This time last year, I would’ve told you that I hated Ryan Adams’s music. Even now, I’ll tell you that while I’ve found I like a bit of his music, I think as a person, he’s a self-important tool.
If i go, part of me wants to bring some of you with me, but I think that would just get me back where I am because of all the reblogging that happens. My new identity would be revealed faster than you can say “Hey, Clark Kent looks just like Superman, but with glasses.”
I feel your pain and considered what you might do.. I started following you because of your user id, or whatever it’s called here. I think it’s cool.